Don't Know Why....

I cut my Hand Today
Don know why I cut so Deep
Just wanted to put myself to sleep
Eyes filled with tears,I'm screaming,
Voice which no one Hears...

Wanted to Show my Frustration
Wanted to Ease my Temptation
Wanted to Quench my Desire to Feel the Pain
So here I'm Hurting myself again & again...


Feeling the Immense Pain
I go down through the Memory Lane
Trying to remember the Blissful Times
Reflecting on them
My Soul wants to Smile...


But the Memories Fail to Heal
My Heart is Ripped out of my Soul
I've Landed in a Land of Dilemma
Nothing I wish to Dream of
Nothing to Aim at as my life's Goal...

Life is moving on, Yet I'm Stranded
I want to, but I cannot move Ahead...
Deranged Insanity has Crippled mee...
I don't know where I'm...
Or where I should be....