I can't take this Anymore
What is the Point?
Every time I get close to You,
You walk away and take no Blame...
Its all your fault a feel this Way,
There's nothing left to do or Say...
I Loved you with all my Heart,
but you just tore me Apart...
I've never felt this Way,
Ever about Someone...
I just feel like Walking,
And taking the Gun...
Put it striaght to my Head,
Hopefully I'll end up Dead...
But i'm not letting you Win,
This is all just a Sin...
You've taken my Soul,
But soon again it will be Whole...
To Love my Life once More,
I can now walk out the Door...
I'll just put you in the Past,
I should of known it wouldn't Last...
But at least now I'm Free,
I can live life Happily ...
You mean the world to me
You are everything to me
Just to hold you close
To feel your loving embrace
Makes me smile and feel loved inside
You have my heart and shall keep it forever
You have the password to my soul
You are the missing piece of the puzzle that shall make me whole
I love you with all my heart
Words cannot describe how i feel
To be apart from you for just a short time
Tears away at me inside
But as soon as i see your beautiful face
And just have one bittersweet kiss
The pain inside me vanishes and is no more
I feel you are my one true love
My reason to live on
Without you I would break
Just shatter into pieces
And float away in the wind
You are the reason that i wake each day
So I hope and pray that you will stay..
Roll the dice again
for nothing more than less.
Go ahead and take a turn
for a second chance at happiness.
Maybe we'll win this time,
it could be our lucky day.
To make this life worthwhile,
to make things go our way.
End up with a number,
go on and take those steps.
Walk on to a new beginning,
forgive and pay your debts.
Take a chance on love,
you never know what you may get.
Evin if you play the wrong card,
you can pick another from the deck.
Life is like a game,
play along cause it's your call.
The only way you truly lose
is if you don't try to play at all ..
Why do you hurt me?
Do you like seeing me cry?
How can you just walk away?
When you know I'm dying inside!
How can you drag me,
Through this heartache and all this pain?
You know everything about her,
But do you even know my name?
Do you know how much I love you?
Do you even really care?
How can you let me love you?
Why are you so unfair?
Why won't you let me move on?
Let me be happy once again?
You want me in your life I know,
But I want to be more than just your friend!
Baby, just let me go!
I don't even me a thing.
But I don't want you to let me go!
I love you... Can't you see?
Sitting against the wall,
Pressing hands to ears,
Blasting music,
Rocking back and forth,
Asking,
Why me,
Why me,
Why me?
Why can't I be with the one I love?
Why can I never be happy?
Why do I go through so much stress?
I just want to die at times.
I have good friends,
A few good choices,
They help me,
And I help them.
So why do I choose to ask these questions?
Why am I so unsure?
Am I not believing in my friends?
Or is it the depression?
Love is an endless flow of passion
No one can feel it but you
No matter how many people say "I know how you feel"
They think they know but they have no idea
The wonders of falling in love with that special someone
The feeling you get when they tell you they love you
Once you've fallen in love you can't get back out
Like a ring that's too small for your finger
But you put it on anyway
It doesn't come off unless you break it
But if it's real silver it won't break
And if it's true love
It will never End...
Faking a laugh, faking a smile,
Hiding the truth behind a mask, while
My heart is breaking into pieces
With every smile that i give
That's the life that i live
Used to believe in fairy tales, thinking it's a beautiful world
Then i was appalled with the truth that this world holds
I tried to fool myself and hide behind my dreams
Tried to make everything as simple as it seems
But deep inside, there were thousands of bursting tears,
With every smile that i used to give
That's the life that i live
Ended up with a broken heart,
Ended up with my life ripped apart.
Ended up left alone in the darkness, crying,
Gave up and just quit trying...
Will I ever be the same again
Will I ever get past all these lies
Will I ever open my eyes
And see that you are nothing
Nothing but lies
Will I ever be able to cry again
Will I ever be able to love again
Will I ever be able to sing again
Will I ever be free again
Free of your lies
Free of your seduction
Free of your lips
Pressed against my unwilling lips...
Do you want to seduce me
Into doing what you may?
Nay, I say, I will not fall
I will not let you take over
While I lose it all
And when I am lieing on the floor
Screaming for air
Losing my mind
And crying out for help
You just stand there smiling
Do you enjoy my pain?
I Cant Get You out of My head
No Matter how i try
I Still love You
Even when you make me Cry,
I want You in my Arms
I want you to be Mine
But You don't want me Now
You says it's Not our Time,
Relationships are hard Enough
But love makes them even Worse
Love Makes it hard to give Up
Love is a curse,
I Hate the fact I love You
And that i cant Get You out of My Mind
I hate that every time i think of You
My heart flutters and My eyes Cry,
I don't understand how you do this to Me
How You make Me want to Die
How I dream about you Every Night,
I 'd rather Cry and mope and Whine
Than call You to get things Straight
Because somewhere in my Heart
I know Its already Too Late ..
I cut my Hand Today
Don know why I cut so Deep
Just wanted to put myself to sleep
Eyes filled with tears,I'm screaming,
Voice which no one Hears...
Wanted to Show my Frustration
Wanted to Ease my Temptation
Wanted to Quench my Desire to Feel the Pain
So here I'm Hurting myself again & again...
Feeling the Immense Pain
I go down through the Memory Lane
Trying to remember the Blissful Times
Reflecting on them
My Soul wants to Smile...
But the Memories Fail to Heal
My Heart is Ripped out of my Soul
I've Landed in a Land of Dilemma
Nothing I wish to Dream of
Nothing to Aim at as my life's Goal...
Life is moving on, Yet I'm Stranded
I want to, but I cannot move Ahead...
Deranged Insanity has Crippled mee...
I don't know where I'm...
Or where I should be....
Our separation has it's Faults,
But I don't wanna leave it All
So write the letters in teary Ink
I just need some time to Think
And I just need some time to Breath
Baby just say Good Night
I'll be gone Tomorrow
Baby just close your Eyes
I can't take the Sorrow
Baby just walk Away
You know I can't Stay
There's no easy way to say Good Bye
So baby just say Good Night
We're in a spell that never Ends
The Empty Hourglass wore me Thin
So let the phone do it's work
Your voice is Heaven
But it Hurts
Your words are Memories
But they Burn
Baby don't say Good Bye
Baby just close your Eyes
And dream,tomorrow's on it's Way
So just walk Away
In exchange for faith, why does a person not receive faith?
In exchange for prayer, why does a person not receive prayer?
In exchange for joy, why does a person not receive joy?
Why does this happen in love?
How much will love cause you to cry!
It will make you forget the whole world.
It will increase your anxiety; you won't know one moment of peace.
What people become in love and from what!
Sometimes you come together only to be separated.
In this spring, you find only an autumn.
Life ends while you're still waiting.
In exchange for laughter, why is a person not given laughter?
In exchange for faith, why does a person not receive faith?
This moment doesn't linger.
No watch is mounted over memories.
When one's wound does not heal even with medicine,
imagine what someone might do in such a state..
Your memories still haunt me
For i'm still not over you
It's no easy to forget
For it used to be so true
These memories are my hope now
Yes they are my reason
They push me forward in my life
In any kind of season
And when i feel all betrayed
I go back to the times
When everything was so well
As the early sunrise
When joy moved to my heart
Like willing to stay
But before i realized
You were walking away
Your memories still haunt me
For i cant get over you
And i want no one else
It'll never get that true ..
I Cant Get You out of My head
No Matter how i try
I Still love You
Even when you make me Cry,
I want You in my Arms
I want you to be Mine
But You don't want me Now
You says it's Not our Time,
Relationships are hard Enough
But love makes them even Worse
Love Makes it hard to give Up
Love is a curse,
I Hate the fact I love You
And that i cant Get You out of My Mind
I hate that every time i think of You
My heart flutters and My eyes Cry,
I don't understand how you do this to Me
How You make Me want to Die
How I dream about you Every Night,
I 'd rather Cry and mope and Whine
Than call You to get things Straight
Because somewhere in my Heart
I know Its already Too Late ....
Love was something I ran from
Trust was something that didn't come easy.
Being myself was something I could never do
I wanted my life back, without further ado...
Hating myself was something I could not hide
Being free was something that seemed so far away.
Wishing was something I learned didn't come true..
Everything was just so fake to me.
I was a stranger to myself.
But that all changed in one quick heartbeat.
When you said you loved me..
Nobody knows why
That little girl cries
Nobody knows why
She as so much pain in her eyes
Nobody knows why
She wears long sleeves to cover her arms
Nobody knows why
She causes herself harm
Nobody knows why
She killed herself that day
Nobody knows why
She never said what she had to say
Nobody knows why
And its to late to see
That, that little girl
Was she n only she :(
I wish I was dreaming,
When I heard the word "No."
I wish I was dreaming,
The day I let you go.
I wish I was dreaming,
That time I did you wrong.
I wish I was dreaming,
The moment I knew I didn't belong.
I wish I was dreaming,
When I continued knowing what I knew,
I wish I was dreaming,
The day I professed my love to you.
Because you never smiled back,
Nor did you even wave.
I just wish I was dreaming,
When I saw my grave ..
